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"I Was Playing Minecraft..." is the third post from Emma's Blog. It was published on March 14, 2013.

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 …the other day, and it’s so much fun. You can build and create your own world. It made me think about creating my own mom if I could and how I’d make her.
 My Mom left us about eight years ago now. I was young but old enough to remember her and be hurt. I never knew why she left, but would you want to deal with a kid who has CF? Sometimes even I want to leave myself.
 There’s no sense wallowing in what could’ve been. Nostalgia is… suspicious to me. Whatever happened, happened. I need to deal with the here and now, not stuff that happened in the past.
 But if my Mom came back today, like knocked on my door and was standing there, flesh and blood, when I opened it, who would I want her to be?
 First I’d hope she is nice. And a decent person. Someone who’d simply accept me for who I am, oxygen tank, tubes and all. She’d be easy-going. Not stressed about things. Able to handle everything life throws her without losing it. An inner strength yet flexible. With no hidden agenda. Just straight-forward and clear about what she wants.
 And smart. Clever. She doesn’t have to an astrophysicist but someone with above average intelligence. Someone I want to come home to talk to.
 Is it silly to ask that’s she’s pretty? Looks shouldn’t be everything, but if I’m making her, she’s going to be pretty with nice hair.
 Oh my God. I think I just described a female version of my Dad! Um, this is so weird. How many years of therapy will I need just for this…?

Emma's Blog
2013
Living in the Moment…In Case You Don't Know…I Was Playing Minecraft…New Boy in School…Isn't it Strange How…I Have a New Friend…First. Official. Snog!I've Just Had the Scariest Experience…I Was Right!I Am So Pissed Off…Here I Am…I'm Back to Reading Harry Potter…I Just Helped Norman…I've Known This Town Was a Bit Freaky…No Nancy Drew…Norman's Mom is So Nice…This is a Sad Day…I Have a Job!I Messed Up…Norman's Dog…Well Everyone, It's Official…Even Though I Almost Got Fired…Moving On…I'm So Stressed Out…Welcome Back…Honestly, Nobody Thought…I've Got Bad News…Do You Know What…It's My Birthday…SAT Time…Stitch 'n BitchOn the ProwlCooking Catastrophe…This Must Be a Joke…
2014
Movie Reviews…For Jiao…I Can't Believe…It's Been a Few Months…Kyle Miller…Bradley is Gone…Yesterday Was Insane…I Haven't Said Much…I Took a Little Swim Today…Norman's in Jail!Norma was Fishing for Info…I'm So Depressed…They Found Norman!
2015
Breathing In…I Have to Say…I'm So Confused…Stuck in the Middle…!!!Rant Alert!!!Life is Hard Sometimes…I Haven't Slept…God, My Emotions…I had to do it…There is Something About Him…
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